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Name: modgurl
Location: Singapore

New mom. New woman. Born in Singapore. Raised in the World Wide Web.
Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 6:30 pm

Dear Blogger,

I haven't stopped crying. I cried in the car. I cried in the bus. I cried in the train. I even cried at work! But as I've said before, nobody wants to see you cry. Even when I'm not feeling alright, I have to pretend that things are fine and dandy. I have to fake a smile even when my heart feels like lead on the inside.

So you see, how can I not be messed up? Even when I'm weak, I've to pretend to be strong. Such is the state of our world today when pretending rules our lives.

Gordon Lightfoot - If You Could Read My Mind


If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
About a ghost from a wishing well

In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
You know that ghost is me
And I will never be set free
As long as I'm a ghost that you can't see

If I could read your mind love
What a tale your thoughts could tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind that drugstores sell

When you reach the part where the heartaches come
The hero would be me
But heroes often fail
And you won't read that book again
Because the endings just too hard to take

I'd walk away like a movie star
Who gets burned in a three-way script
Enter number two

A movie queen to play the scene
Of bringing all the good things out in me
But for now love, lets be real

I never knew I could act this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone
And I just can't get it back

If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
About a ghost from a wishing well

In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
But stories always end

And if you read between the lines
You'll know that I'm just trying to understand
The feelings that we lack

I never knew I could feel this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone
And I just can't get it back

Sincerely,
modgurl.

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