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Name: modgurl
Location: Singapore

New mom. New woman. Born in Singapore. Raised in the World Wide Web.
Thursday, November 01, 2007 @ 11:31 pm

Dear Blogger,

Barely 48 hours, and there are already others vying for his attention. It's foolish of me to think that I can have him all to myself. His family and friends want a piece of him too! I've got to accept that.

I'm really bad at hiding my feelings. A supergirl should be able to mask her emotions very well. Well I'm not supergirl but I'm trying to be one. At least when I get angry, I don't damage any property or create a scene. Even if I wanted to be melodramatic, I'll make sure it's an Oscar worthy performance.

Ipy has dared to go away again just a few days after he's gotten home. He knows I'll be extremely upset by that. I've already said that if he's going to leave less than a week after he returns, better not come home in the first place and don't expect to hear anything from me.

Job or no job, I refuse to accept it like some submissive domestic partner. As almost every man who dared to break my heart knows, hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. But I'm not without reason. I'm able to compromise. He can leave after a week. Isn't that compromising enough?


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