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Name: modgurl
Location: Singapore

New mom. New woman. Born in Singapore. Raised in the World Wide Web.
Thursday, June 28, 2007 @ 11:20 pm

Dear Blogger,

To set my mind at ease, I bought a pregnancy kit and tested myself. I'm not pregnant. Surprisingly, instead of feeling relieved as I hoped I would, I felt disappointed. I was even hoping that the second line would appear! Was that disturbing or what? I'm still late though.

So for the rest of the day, I felt like things weren't going well for me. I felt like there was something wrong with me. I'm even starting to feel depressed!

This is ridiculous! I'm sure I'll meet someone! I'm not a maneater! Yes I have aspirations, but I'm a nice, wonderful person! Any man would be mad or stupid to pass up the chance to get to know me!

A strange thing just happened to me. I'm no longer angry with my past! It'll still be foolish of me to think that I can be friends with both Idris and Din. Men in general are not mature enough to handle that sort of situation.


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